"The World Spins

Madly On"

The Weepies <333

i woke up && wished that i was dead
&& an aching in my head
i lay motionless in bed
i thought of you; the way you'd gone
let the world spin madly on.

&& everything
that i said i'd do
that i 'd make the world brand new
take the time for you
i just got lost
i slept right through the dawn
&& the world spins madly on.

let the day go by
always say goodbye
i watch the stars from my windowsill
the whole world is moving
&& i'm standing still...

woke up, wished that i was dead
with an aching in my head
i lay motionless in bed
the night is here
the day is gone
&& the world spins madly on
thought of you; the way you'd gone
&& the world spins madly on
&& the world spins madly on
&& the world spins madly on
&& on && on and on.

this song is supposed to represent how i feel.but i don't feel like this

i should feel

• sad
• emotional
• depressed
• removed from society

i should want him back, or i should be mad but instead i:

• i don't want him back
• i couldn't care less
• i mean being friends is cool
• am ready to put myself out there again

im conclucion i was basically just trying to show myself that im not like most people. i don't feel pain like most. i don't view things the way they "should" be viewed. && you know what? i am A-O-K-A-Y with being different.

" Skin "

Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise

Everything I've held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn't yours at all

Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
Is a crime, am I overreacting

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

What you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
But never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been

Braids have been un-tied
Ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you'll taste

Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson?

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie


I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be ok
I don't believe how you throw me away
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive

oh my gosh best song at the moment =)

mhmmm yeah.

STOLEN FROM ZOEE<333

my name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

Do I curse:

Do I believe in God:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Color of my eyes:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

Have you ever seen me cry:

If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what would we do?:

never lose your value.

Sometimes we just need to be reminded!



A well-known speaker started off his seminar by

holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,

"Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up.

He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you

but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.

He then asked, "Who still wants it?"

Still the hands were up in the air.

Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"

And he dropped it on the ground

and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.

"Now, who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air.

My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.

No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it

because it did not decrease in value.

It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives,

we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt

by the decisions we make and

the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless.

But no matter what has happened or

what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,

you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,

but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.

You are special- Don't EVER forget it."



If you do not pass this on, you may never know the

lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to,

or the hope that it can bring.

Count your blessings, not your problems.

"And remember: amateurs built the ark ..

professionals built the Titanic.

sometimes i guess i need to be reminded too.

hey loves <3

dangg hoimie haven't written in this forever... not much has been going on just school && what not yeah.. okay...

<33bye